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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

End of training !
My summary for these few weeks .
One word : When GAls dun tok , they will suffer the risk of brain herroage ? Why I say that ? Becoz I am suffering from that now. I have been accumulating all the conversation and now I want to burst out ! JAm my msn and my close friends ! One of the proud accomplishment that I had done was to be more diplomacy. Neutral in this complicated world and shall not open my golden mouth for things unproductive and destructive . For shall not do things undo others for things unto you. MAy I continue to have this power of the fool, away from the complicated crowd as she does not have the capacity to complacent all.
Only she .....who knows who is fools in act..., and she herself is a fool entertained by fools , because she is watching over others like watching television programme.

Actually,when there's something unexpected happen , in the truth behind it , it's not that. It's Conceited.
When something expected happened, it is more unexpected and more than what you think.
Concluded? Dun judge , thou shall let words out of mouth. Shall words is a weapon with double edges sword.

When facing complicated relationship where everyone have different personality , u can't please everyone . Everyone dun hear wat u say , dun really bother how u feel , dun understand becoz they live in their miserable selfish world including me. U juz listen to them like u listen to me .
See no evil ,
Hear no evil ,
speak no evil.

Indeed , the most miserable people in this world is people who dun be contented and people who only think abt themselves. Can I say that I am one of the miserable people here?

Suffering criticism... SHall I be myself or shall i false pretense to be someone I am not ?
"y u laugh like a fool in front of our manager, so ugly!" (ow , tat's hurt..)
"oh really? I nv know it .."
"that's laughter from the bottom of my heart..."
" You cano judge yourself by yourself u know, u shall let other people judge you . "

I am silent.... coz ....the first thought I have in my mind is ... "Only my God is allow to judge me, my dear. Whom the others have the rights and whom are they to judge me?"

Instead.... " hahaha.. what good phase !"you cano judge yourself by yourself , shall allow other people to judge you ! hahahah" ..........u miserable faking bitch .... poor thing u are ... u are living in other's view and shadow even in such a trivial stuff. You are nothing. You are not even yourself. I saw how u act these weeks.... I guess you very tired by now .....nvm...everybody is like that....who say interpersonal skills and teamwork is easy?

This is so true and supported by me "When a gal silent , she suffer a millions of thoughts." My addon : With Angel and devil raging on......

Forget it ... i shall failed badly in interpersonal skills. I am a indiviualistic. Becoz I am simply heakcare simple bor chup .

I just came back from a interview and I realised that I can't do translation from English to Chinese. An absolutely disasterous interview.

Goal 1 from 5/4/05 : Polish up my Ah moh and Chinese . And be able to translate both
Goal 2: Avoid Singlish.
Goal 3: tact and diplomacy
Goal 4 : Laugh elegantly

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